Mold is something I have been concerned about for several years, but people kept downplaying it's importance. When we moved to NC in a tiny apartment, mold kept growing on the window sills due to condensation. I informed the apartment office and the maintenance guy came and "cleaned" it up with commercial grade bleach. Hint- bleach does NOT actually kill and eliminate mold. It just bleaches the color away and it continues to grow back...because it was never actually dealt with. When I asked about that, they said they've been doing this for years and it always works. Do you sense the irony too? Maybe you've had to continue doing this for years because it isn't actually working. He came back and did this 6 different times while we lived there.
Anyway, I began to get sick and I began research on the effects of mold. It seemed to answer several things for me, but there wasn't anything we could actually do about it, so I tried to let it go. It was also causing anxiety because of feeling like it's everywhere and no one was really listening to me. So I let it go. Then we moved a couple of years later into a brand new townhouse so I assumed we'd be fine now that were away from it. We were on a health journey, and ended up deciding to try floor sleeping to help with back health and mobility etc. When we lifted my daughter's mattress we found mold on the underside of it. This mattress is the same one we had in that apartment. There were no signs of it anywhere else, so we just "cleaned" her space and replaced it with a new floor pad thing.
Fast forward a few years and we move again, into our "forever" home. It's old and later we found out it has humidity issues. I'm dealing with chronic illnesses, and noticing strange symptoms and personality changes etc in my kids- especially my daughter. I keep trying to avoid the subject because it causes me so much anxiety. We can't just move. We own this house. Even if we wanted to move, we'd have to remediate in order to even sell to someone else. But one day, the curiosity was too strong (or you could say it was a Spirit prompting).
I lifted my daughter's mattress, and found mold again.
Then we found it under my son's mattress too.
This time, I didn't feel anxiety though. I felt peace, because I felt CONFIRMED. No one could deny what was going on. It was in plain sight. They symptoms in my kids, my body resisting healing, my husband had a chronic cough that was worsening.
But I didn't feel defeated. I felt brave. I did my research. I bought the products that will ACTUALLY kill mold, and remove it. We're still in the process of continually cleaning to prevent it coming back. We have specially cleaners, laundry additives, and even candles that help kill spores in the air. We completely got rid of my daughter's bed, mattress etc. We rebuilt my son's bed with new wood slats and got rid of his mattress. We deep cleaned everything and replaced everything that needed replacing. We had people come out and fix our HVAC system, addressing the humidity issues. Now we have a giant dehumidifier to keep it from happening again.
In a matter of DAYS symptoms were lessening. My daughter's ADHD was even better. I'm beginning to wonder if it's just been mold illness all along. Learning difficulties, concentration and focus, mood etc are all improving. I'll share in another post what I am doing to support our bodies in eliminating the mold as well.
If you take anything away from this blog post, let it be this:
Listen to your gut.
Even if you're afraid of what the outcome may be, it's still worth investigating. It is already making a huge difference in our lives.